hmm it feel horrible to be cut off from the world. gives me the moodswing. i feel more normal and calm when i'm back in civillisation. not that i don't want to control my emotions but its easier to just follow where it leads. to the bad or good mood. heh. oh wells. school's starting. i don't know if it is for me. i'm still gonna do the usual last minute homework so that i will feel more normal and think less nonsensical stuff. keep my mind off what i really don't want to think about.

I feel like that right now. somany paths even luck can't help me get on the right path..sigh.

But oh well. life's good. or rather, it'll get better(:

actually, life's never been better.